cbell611

I don't know quite where to start, or how to even begin this but I've got so much on my mind. Fact of the matter is I'm so in love. Everything just feels so right. When I moved here last September I wasn't quite sure what to expect. I wasn't sure if I would be the person Chris thought I was, or vice versa, but I've learned something in the passed nine months or so I've been here. Chris loves me for who I am. I can be myself with him and it's ok. Like I said I wasn't sure, but I'm honestly sure now taht I coudln't love someone so much. I feel like I'm home. That doesn't mean I don't miss my parents, but it feels great to be in this place, with someone I call my soul mate. Yes I know I've felt being in love before, but this is totally different. I just can't put my finger on it. It's just a connection and a bond. I can't describe how I feel. When I'm down he's right there to pick me up. He's always got something to say to make me laugh. We've been through so much together and yet even though it's been both stressful, and somewhat of an emotional rollercoaster He's just been there. He's so incredible. And now as I sit here thinking about the day we say I do, i know it's all right. More right than ever. I know that not only do I want to spend the rest of my life with him. I wana grow old with him. I want it to be his hand I'm holding as I rock in my rocking chair at 90. I'm rady to be Mr.s. Crystal bell more than I ever have been ready for anything. My life now makes perfect sense. I've found the missing piece to the puzzle, and the half that completes me. Well I've gotta go get ready to head to a friends house, but I promise I'll write back soon